apples to cross

His love endures forever. ok, so I'm late on many things...chai I miss blogger jore...I miss you all. Internet! chai! but BHG it should all be fixed soon sha. And yeah, soldier ant I haven't forgotten ur questions oh...she'ld answer them. The story continues...probably when I end my crash course...yeah, did I tell you? but its ending soon sha... so I testify of life, love, grace...faithfulness beyond letters...and I thank God I'm alive and well..for family, friends...and more friends...and for you!!! yes ke! His love knows no boundary... Also for Rotimi Kehinde whose birthday is today...God bless you...in Jesus name...Amen. Enough said! in all... thank YOU LORD JESUS!

Oh give thanks unto the LORD for HE is good...HIS love endures forever. Undissolved gratitude to the Lamb that was slain. I testify of life, love, grace, salvation, cross effect, family, friends...and once again of HIS love. Undeserving of HIS love...HIS grace has spoken, and HE said it is enough. For a blessed week, a fruitful and wonderful week, HIS presence and life...I'm saying; thank YOU JESUS (btw, sorry for the break...the story will continue shortly)

hours...days...weeks...months... it's been 6 months since I met Felix. Smooth, suave, funny, nice, romantic, clean...those words don't do justice, he is it! From the guy who sat on that side of the church to the guy who now sits on my side of the church, the one who thinks beside my gorgeous eyes, I have a pair of fresh fair legs... :) ..................................................................................... From that Sunday I made a friend, a special one at that. Talking, texting...MTN midnight call did a whole lot of good. We gradually grew fond of each other. You know how church folks start to call you an 'item' and a 'couple'. Disposition just sold us out jore! And then, we became a couple! So he was not my first, but honestly, I did feel fresh. Not like I've been in over 30 relationships but an eventful 3 to me is a record. The last one was just a jailed one...oh yes, there was nothing I did right. He was controlling...thats enough sadness! ...

...coming soon!

I'm not worthy to talk to You, but I know You love me still. You see the best in me, You love me to bits Indeed I love You Lord...oh yes, more than words I do Please help me let it show in my actions... I testify of life, love, grace, faithfulness...He alone deserves all the glory...He is wonderful. Blessed be the name of the Lord. I'm also so grateful to God for the people He put around me this holiday, from Fifi, Ibk, Vee, Ehi, Fufu, Tray, Kenny and Baba amongst others sha...I'm so grateful to God and I pray His blessings and protection for you guys and your families. Well...and for you...yes you...thank God for your life and thank you too... I just testified...have you? thank YOU JESUS!

Thursday...Friday...Saturday...I'm back to normal jore...no more day dreaming! Sunday. ....................................................................................... Now I have to tell you that you that I seriously tried to position myself in order to be visible. Well, he sits quite far from my favourite seat (I practically own it!)...abeg I wasn't stalking him oh!!!! Just one of those guys you keep seeing in church...you know now! I concentrated in church oh!!! Service was great, Pastor preached on "temptations"...juicy...1Cor 10:13...please check it up. Chatting up with friends after church was fun...its still fun sef. "Er, hi guys" "Hi" they said. We were 3 girls chatting, he kinda knew 2 of them. "Tolu...hi...how you doing?" "oh hi...Felix...fine thanks...and you?" I said turning in response to the voice behind me. I knew the voice, and that was just the person I was hoping to see. "ah, thank God...I'm good...

The 30th of August 2006 was awesome...an evening service...but oh yes it was awesome! Twas a cold evening, alright lemme make this clear...I love cold nights, an opportunity to strap myself in hoodies; did I tell you I love that too? :) ...................................................................................... We had the regular evening service and oh, this dude was by my side. Had I seen him before? well..yes, but believe me I never thought of anything more until tonight...he was different. I tried to sit and hold my piece of steel , twas hard mehn! "Hi, my name is Felix, and I know you are Tolu Oju." 'Wow, so he knows my name', I thought "Er, yes, I'm Tolu...but Oju is kinda like my nickname, because of my eyes." I said "Your eyes? because..." "Duh! they're gorgeous! perfect!" I said with a wide smile. "I see...interesting...well...you know...they're there...cute sha...anyway can I have your number?" (J...

"if you love me you'll wait for me!" Those sweet words pierced through my heart and vented out of my mouth. How could he say such a thing? How could he possibly mean it?...no! ....................................................................................... "...if you love me you'll wait for me!" Those words forced out of my mouth, I didn't know what else to say but sure enough even in this pain I knew that I was doing the right thing. How could he say such a thing when he knew I genuinely loved him?...before marriage? Never...but I didn't want to loose him. "Tolu but how could you say you love me but yet hide one thing from me?" he said. "Felix how can you say you love me yet you keep me away from the altar?" Now that sounded sarcastic but I was serious....dead serious. "So you think this is a joke right, I'm not refusing to marry you, of course I know what the word says, I know what tradition says but just once...

So I've not been exactly me lately...lately?...lets just say lately sha. Main point is I have faith things are getting better, I've given it to Jesus jore! That settles it!!! I started a story, and I didn't finish it...short and long is...can we start again...oh yes we can :) Fragments of truth...

HIS love...turns my head around jore!

FEMALE: Did he say he loved me? was he simply dreaming? was he speaking his heart for a season? was he too scared to say he only cares? Questions that bother my mind hunts my emotions and taunts my soul rips me apart like he never meant it and now I said yes, I've said it...what else? how to keep my man within how to let the woman next door flee how to upload pictures of me in his dreams how to flood my mind with easy feelings how to keep the temple for him how to be the queen in the kitchen he needs yes, how do I keep my man like my own heart, I think deeply about you, for how long will you be there for how long would you tell me the truth for how long would you pamper me for how long would I see you for how long would you love me for how long would you miss me for how long would you look hot for me for how long would you write to me for how long would you tell me I'm the one for how long would you be mine...forever!?!

So I have no excuse for not writing...for not doing anything on this blog...no excuse...but hey, we can start again...from anywhere ba?, yes we can...in fact, yes we fit !!! Its been a long time since I did a write up and Harry's blog was a wake up call...totally awesome...you can check it out here . Lets start with this, I may have shared this before...but I also have given this out...so with special permission...the first half of this: RUSHES: the burdens we share MALE: The beauty that shines so bright more than the diamonds in the sky the beauty that the Bible says would fade but yet yours is also within Like an onion bulb is peeled so with precision do I unfold my love for you did she really mean the yes she said was she just simply saying yes to impress how do I make my mandate known? how do I relate my vision clearly? how do I Ecc 9:9 with her? (***ehh, in simple English...how do I live happily with her?) how do I let the others forget her hand? how do I buy the things I ne...

More than words do I pour my heart...yes, I'm grateful. Its a new month, a new day, a new season...I'm grateful. I testify of life, love, grace...oh yes, grace! I testify of sanity...I thank GOD also for my cousin who's a year old today. I'm grateful...and this blog is too small for me to write on jore! But all the same the blogger testifies. I've not been worthy...I've not been faithful...but I'm grateful, HE had never given up on me...and HE will never. Just in case you don't know...I love JESUS...and yes, its not just my personal secret...its been official! thank YOU JESUS.